| Insatiable Jennifer Sue Price 4/19/07 the ringing in my ears is deafening please break the silence between our souls and make it stop! the dripping of love injected sweet, poisonous, heavy, sugary words fill up my mind… falling… gathering into stagnant puddles in a chasm dark and lonely. the beating of each pulse the blood rushing through every vein… screaming, begging to feel alive again… but in this motionless spin… wishing to be dead. the heat... the brilliant white hot flame consuming all my thoughts and desires turning my every wish into ashes… instantly only to be carried away by the faintest of breezes. i try to clear my head... my thoughts… only to be met with an unquenchable thirst for you once again. to stop the heat of my thoughts, the beating of my pulse, the sweet honey drippings of these words would bring me temporary peace... but in so doing, would also kill my longing and vibrant soul. so I will endure this aching solitude. for what choice is to be made between a life of dullness, a life of gray hues that suffocate the colors of passion? or a world and breathe filled with color? for me, there is no choice. although my eyes are filled with tears they see in iridescent aqua-blues, and in their reflection is pure love that shines through the sorrow. and though my ears are deafened by your silence, i wait for your soft whispers while I am laying in a lush field of intoxicating lavender and tall green grass. and these words and thoughts dripping in my mind like honey – if only you could see them – they would be precious gold to you. for they shimmer and sparkle like nothing you’ve ever seen before. they are words and thoughts not meant to be turned off. they are meant to cover you… Eternally... in colors of warm orange and sugary golden yellow, with sweet sticky granules that melt into your skin. and so I will go on letting my heart beat in deep reds and purples – knowing that this aching for a feeling of life is far less painful than a heart with no passion or a life with no color. and I will let this heat and fire consume me… Completely. Until, I too, can be moved with the slightest breeze. but in this burning… this consumption… of loving and living the only way I know how. my thoughts, my heart, my words, my soul… will be carried to you on the winds. and one day… when you awaken in the stillness of an ordinary morning you will breathe me in… and you will finally understand and see the colors of love that so deeply drench my soul. and then… finally… these insatiable feelings, thoughts, and desires will forever be quenched with the rain of You. |
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| I love writing, especially poetry. Along with my glass and other art, writing is one of the best ways to create an outlet for my feelings and thoughts. I wanted to post some of my poetry here to share it with others. These words are part of my soul, pieces of my feelings and thoughts. Hopefully you will get to know me a little more by reading my writings... and maybe some of my words can touch you in the way that they do with me. Enjoy. |
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| A River of Deep Green by Jennifer Sue Price 5/17/07 A river of deep green winds through my thoughts as the golden sparkles that ripple on the surface reflect images of you in my heart. This river runs deep and long… through mountainous raging waterfalls and winding deep desert canyons… connecting even at last with the vast crystal blue ocean. It is where this river and the ocean meet… creating a gorgeous aqua-blue reservoir that you and I swim together. We swim holding hands as we venture deep under the cooling and calming waters… our bodies intertwining as we move through the coral beds and caverns. When night falls and the moon and stars shimmer through the water, we make love under the ocean waves… ebbing and flowing into each other. We breathe the breath of life… never needing to come to the surface … we dive… deeper and deeper into each other… into love… into the earth… into the universe. This world where you and I are allowed to exist… free… in spirit, mind, and body… is heaven to me. My heart is full to the brim and overflowing with the beautiful waters of ecstasy… and like a mermaid I swim with you… on and on…following the gentle pull of your hand until we reach the morning sun of the coming day. As we rise to the surface to let our bodies feel the warmth of its rays… I close my eyes tightly to dim the brightness…. And as I slowly open my eyes… I find myself sitting in the mountains next to a deep green river. It is a river of deep green that winds through my thoughts as the golden sparkles that ripple on the surface reflect images of you in my heart… forever. |
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| Becoming One By Jennifer Sue Price 6/27/07 Your fingers interlocked, grasping, holding tightly to my hands. My thighs wrapped, encircling, tightening around your body. Your lips tasting, drinking, breathing me in. My heart beating, pounding, pulsing through your veins. Your body pressing, surging, entering deep into me. My voice gasping, moaning, screaming out your name. Your mind spinning, letting go, thinking my thoughts. My eyes gazing, searching, seeing your essence. My spirit giving, accepting, relinquishing to your touch. Your energy, heating, melding, surrounding my being. Our souls connecting, intertwining… finally becoming one. |
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| Connect By Jennifer Sue Price 06/04/07 Darkness surrounds me. I walk alone in the night. Searching for even a small glimpse of light… a spark of hope. My eyes are opened wide in the blindness, as I reach and grasp for something… anything that will bring me a sense of balance in this thick blackness. I question my sense of direction. Have I taken a wrong turn? Which way is up or down… forward or backward? I become frantic… feeling suffocated in the darkness… I begin to cry. I wonder if there is anyone else out here… in this vast space? Anyone to connect with that would bring a certainty to my existence. I long for the knowingness of another. The exchanged words between two beings trying to enter into the uncharted territories of each other’s minds. A connection of souls. I feel a sense of anguish and hell consume me as I begin to understand the utter aloneness that is my reality. Why have we separated ourselves so far from one another and our spirits that the once desired barrier has now become a hindrance to our very beings? Why have we let the chasm grow so large and deep that it has engulfed all possibilities of becoming united with something or someone beyond ourselves? In my desperation I claw and scrape to find solid ground beneath me. To lift me from this abyss. My hands and feet search for a crevice, a nook, or a rock to help me gain a foothold. With my last breathe I pray for help. Pleading for a way out of my night… and as I prepare to accept the reality of my aloneness and let myself dissolve into the darkness… my hands suddenly feel a tangled mass of roots. Grasping the gnarled and old bits of root I begin to pull myself slowly, slowly to the ledge of the chasm. The roots are strong and sturdy, they are my saving grace. They hold my weight and burden easily as I pull myself upward out of the dark. They had been there all along… ready to help… all I had needed to do was dig… dig deep to find them! Why had I not remembered that others had already planted the seeds that grew this tree, which sprouted these roots? I finally reach the top of the chasm and thankfully look into the star filled night that had been hidden from my view while I was in my ravine. As my eyes adjust to the soft light of the North Star… I see that there is another plateau in the distance…. but my heart breaks as I realize the distance that lies between. How can I ever reach the other plateau with the deep chasm that exists? In my doubts… I once again succumb to the feeling of hopelessness in my heart. but then… the answer comes to me strongly. I must leap. I must fly with faith over the abyss… knowing that only a miracle will land me safely on the other side. My heart begins to pound as I prepare for what I must do. I must risk it all in the hope to find another. There is no question in my mind or heart – the sacrifice to make a connection is worth the price. As I take a deep breath and shut my eyes I begin to second guess my naïve trust in faith. Could this ever really work? I have no other choice. I did not come this far to quit because of fear, or a thought of doubt and unknowingness… NO – this journey was meant to be perilous… It was meant to require courage… and somehow I knew… I knew that it would all be worth it. So with that knowingness in my soul… I held my breath… spread my arms… lifted my feet… and jumped. And as my body began to descend – the wind whirled and spun around me and lifted my soul to the sky. And through my closed eyelids I, for the first time in a long time, felt the brightness of the sun on my face. And with my eyes still shut tightly, I felt another hand reaching for mine in that glorious brightness. Our fingers intertwined… and it felt like coming home. I was guided gently back down to the earth… onto the other plateau, and as I finally opened my eyes to the sun filled sky… I could not believe what I was seeing. There were so many others surrounding me… others that had also bravely taken that leap. And as my eyes filled with joyful tears… I anxiously and gratefully grabbed the tools and seeds… and with the others… began to plant more trees… that would sprout more roots.. that would tangle into the deep earth… that would help others to climb from their ravines. |
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| Tell Me Your Name By Jennifer Sue Price 06/04/07 My thoughts are immersed in the kisses that I so longingly wish to place across your strong brow while you close your eyes to my deep pressing kisses on your beautiful dark skin. My soul aches to, once again, feel your touch… with your fingers intertwining in my long chestnut hair… as you gently pull my head back to lavish my neck with your gorgeous and perfect lips. It has been a thousand eternities since my body has known yours… and in the haze of this life, my mind cannot remember your sweet name. Oh, but my dearest love, I feel you! I feel you in my soul. I feel your warm breath on my face when the sun is setting in the Western skies. I hear your sensuous voice in my ears as the winds wisp and twirl around my body… and I can hear you whispering that our time is near. Just the thought of being reunited with you once again fans the embers deep in my soul, and my eyes reflect a glimpse of you as a river of longing tears stream down my cheeks. I have missed you more than words can voice… or feelings could even begin to touch. I knew you would find me here my darling. My heart remembers your promises – and I know you will keep them. Forgive me for doubting your return… and for forgetting your name. Please believe me that my soul knows and remembers. Soon I will be in the bonds of your arms once again… and our souls will rejoice with a fervor that will echo into infinity. My heart will remember the reason for its beating, my breathing will be in unison with yours, and I will gaze into your dark, endless eyes… and peace will fill my soul. Our spirits will re-ignite with the fires of passion that even the glorious suns in the burning skies cannot describe… and our love for each other will never again be dimmed by separation. Eternities will be ours to color the skies of each new world we create… and the love that we make will spill out with our overflowing juices of passion… and universes will be born. Tell me again that you will be here for me soon my love, as my desires and needs grow impatient for your perfectness and knowingness to make me whole again. And tell me your name, so that I can remember that it is you. And while I wait, I will say your sweet and sacred name again and again in my mind, in each breath I take, and in every beat of my heart… and I will feel you in my soul. |
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| A Drive to the Mountains By Jennifer Price 08/26/07 On Sunday afternoons I drive to the mountains… and as I leave the city behind and reach the place where the pine trees start to grow – my heart melts into calming dew drops that shimmer in the afternoon sky. Windy dirt roads twist and turn as they lead me to a secret forest glade… this is the place where I lay in the lush green grass and day dream about you. It is here that I feel the closest to you, even though you are far away. The sound of the bubbling stream quiets my mind from the thoughts of the busy week that has past and the one that is ready to begin. While I am here time is irrelevant. I bend down to pick a giant dandelion and close my eyes tightly as I blow each wish into the breeze – praying that they will find their way to your heart. The blue sky above me is scattered with billowy clouds that just recently scattered the earth with rain. The only thing that could make this place and this moment more perfect is to have you here lying next to me. The thought of seeing your sweet face and your gorgeous brown eyes brings me a sense of longing that I cannot begin to describe. You are my serenity, my peace, my lush and blooming Eden… my Everything. As I breathe in the delicious mountain air, my mind journeys to the place where our souls connect. Joyful tears fill my eyes for the brief moment that I feel you here with me – and then, as quickly as our souls were flying, I feel the solid earth beneath my feet once again. It feels as if my heart could burst in this moment letting all my dreams take flight on the glittering wings of a million blue butterflies. And although I am here alone… my heart knows you are with me and I am grateful for the sense of awe that surrounds me in this sacred place connecting me to you. As I gather my things to head back to the city and my busy week, a blue butterfly brushes against my cheek and flies away into the summer sky. On her wings are my hopes, my Love, and she is bringing them to you… and soon we will take this drive together. Traveling down windy dirt roads to a secret forest glade where you and I will lie next to each other in the splendor of our Eden… for Eternity. |
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| SENSES By Jennifer Price 7/15/07 I look up into the star-filled night sky… gazing at the distant approaching clouds… searching for a wishing star – and then I see your eyes twinkling back at me – shimmering and piercing through the darkness of my night. I feel the night’s gentle breeze on my face – and as it cools my cheeks and twirls my hair – I close my eyes… and for a moment I can feel your fingertips brush across my lips – touching my innermost desires. I hear your voice in the distant thunder, as it gently breaks the midnight silence. The sound stirs images in my mind as my body begins to tremble with the thunder… aching for your perfectness to be pressing against me. I smell the moisture in the air as the raindrops begin to fall around me. The rain showers me with a mist of longing for the sweet scent of your beautiful brown skin… wanting to breathe you in down to the depths of my soul. I taste the fresh rain as it drips into my mouth and onto my tongue… and it quenches my thirst momentarily… but the fire and passion inside of me that burns for you cannot be quelled. The storm drenches me to the bone – and as I stand in the pouring rain, I feel you all around me. You are in the stars, the wind, the thunder, and the rain. I feel you with all of my senses. Your very essence surrounds my entire being… and I feel whole again… and as my soul opens to the storm around me, I softly whisper your name… and it is carried by the winds and the rain to your heart. |
| “A Trip to the Moon” By Jennifer Price 7/27/07 “Want to come?” he asks… while I, not in the moment yet, curiously reply… “Where?” “On a trip to the moon,” he says, as he smiles at me with that smile that makes my eyes too shy to look back at him. Oh… I think to myself… mmmm…. That place. Where minutes become eternities, and hearts become weightless – relieved from the burdens of the world. Where his eyes burn into me like the noon day sun… and my soul melts into his. The place where our bodies collide like spinning galaxies, with juices flowing like the Milky Way. Where love, sensations, and feelings streak and orbit all around us in the midnight sky leaving trails of sparkling stardust and passion in their wake. The place where our bodies and essences spiral around each other like the rings of Saturn in a constant spin. Where lips, tongues, and mouths meet in uncharted expeditions across Seas of Tranquility and other dark and beautiful places. The place where heaven is born and worlds are created from dust and lust. The place where I want to spend an eternity with you. “Well then?” he asks… And as my eyes slowly look up into his… seeing into his universe… the corner of my lips begin to curl into that smile he has been waiting for… and I, now fully in the moment… reply… “Ya!” |
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